Hey sorry i haven't been here i didn't feel up to talking i've just basically been dead on the internet the last few days i've been so depressed :/ Hopefully everything will go ok tomarrow at this appointment to fin out what's wrong i mean i haven't even talked to my friends for three days they proably miss me. I'll keep you guys filled in thanks for listening. Taylor Swift :)

Last Week's Song Obession: Kelly Clarkson - Breakaway ♥
This Week's Song Obession: Taylor Swift - Mean ♥

-DisneyxLover

Omg.

Omg. Today i read for like 6 hours i read stories on youtube it felt good because i haven't in awhile but now i am sore from sitting in the same spot for hours great. Not the scarcastum. Night.

-DisneyxLover

Friend.

Hey guys going to sleep now it's almost 7 am haha. I had a 2 hour talk with this girl she has OCD and i though i had that or Bipolar and it really helped talking to her it made me feel alot better.


-DisneyxLover

:)

I did it i'm actually proud of myself for once i uploaded it. But i'm still pissed at myself for waiting a month but i don't care. I'm happy today. I can't believe i am lets just hope tomarrow is better then today.


-DisneyxLover

Story.

So i write these stories on youtube and it's actually been a year since i have and i always pictured that i would finsh the story a year later. But that can't happen i haven't been writting much lately which makes me very sad. But it's been a year today and i atleast want to but up an episode. I'm trying to but i don't know if i can. I'll let you know.


-DisneyxLover

Viding.

Hey guys it's 9 pm now today's been pretty go except i was alittle sad earlier but i'm feeling alittle better now. Proably because i've spent the day making a Demi Lovato fan video i've been making for a week now it's almost finsh it should be done but tomarrow or Sunday. Then i'll proably make a Selena Gomez fan video then after that a Jonas Brother's one & Taylor Swift's birthday video. I LOVE making videos <3

Last weeks Song Obession: Katy Perry - Teenage Dream <3
This Weeks Song Obession: Kelly Clarkson - Breakaway <3

-DisneyxLover

Morning. Well Goodevening.

Hey guys I finally fell asleep just woke up it's almost 6 pm. I'm lazy so far i'm feeling ok not sad not happy. Lets just see how the rest of the day turns out :)


-DisneyxLover

Can't Sleep.

Hey it's me again I can't sleep hahaa usually my dad takes the comuputer at 1 am but he didn't today yay! it's 4:30 am i'm not even tired. I'm going to try in alittle bit bye night :)

-DisneyxLover

Before I Go To Sleep.

Before I go to sleep I want to say if your reading this don't be afraid to comment i'm actually really nice. Very shy and like I said in my other post I can get pretty depressed it doesn't mean i'm mean. So please comment I won't bit hopefully this will really help me get my feelings out commenting will really help you can give me tips I really need some. But if no one reads this i'm fine with that i just really need something to help me. My life is a mess because i can't do anything from how sad I am. Thanks for reading :) Oh & http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0I2oEVybXCM  Amazing song from the one and only Emily Osment ♥ Hahaa :) Thanks guys hope you enjoy the song. See you tomarrow :)

-DisneyxLover

Sometimes I just feel like I want to die I would never try to kill myself I just get so sad sometimes I don't want to be here anymore. My life is pretty ok I should be happy right? Nope i'm not happy I never am if I am happy it only lasts a few hours then i'm back to my sad dresspressing feelings why does this happen. I hate it. I can sit there and cry for hours and hours and not know why i am crying.

-DisneyxLover